What is your descripsion or
explanation about ‘best job’?
Some people may answer that for
them ‘best job’ is making money and making life by their hobby, like
travelling, cooking, painting, writing, and so on. They look so happy
because they don’t seem like working but spending time with things they love
almost every time. Their motto is like ‘Doing what you love and love what you’re
doing”.
Some people might had an opinion
that for them best job is the one who offer them the highest payment, no matter how
much time and efforts and resources and things they need to sacrifice. They could be the happy
people too, because they collect much money and the money may help themselves or
help others. They could build dream house(s), buy dream car(s), take holiday(s) abroad, and doing charity.
Now I am working at IRGSC (Institute of
Resource Governance and Social Change), a new think tank in Kupang, as a staff.
IRGSC consists of many researchers, people who have big dreams for NTT, people
who choose to be volunteer, people who choose to be out of the kink and cruel system.
I love to be around them
everyday! They all (not all, but almost all) are a good people. Even good is a relative matter, I do have reasons why I call them good people. Because they
are not living for their own self. Instead, they are thinking, caring, and acting for other
people too. And I am one of those lucky people. They care about my future and most importantly, the future of NTT’s people. They don't live for only today. They
are group of visioning people that have big dreams for the better NTT. Of course they are working for the dreams
Sometimes I felt like I am too
small, not my physical appearance of course :D, but my role in IRGSC. At the
beggining I was always wanting to give up. I wanted to quit this job. Yes wisdom
words said ‘every beggining is dificult’. I spent day by day to holding on just for one more day. When tommorow comes, I talked to myself : ‘Just stay for this day’.
And so the day after tommorow, I did the same. Thats why I’m still here today.
Sometimes too, I was so desperate
not because I had a lot things to do, but because I was failed to be and to do
what they (the seniors in IRGSC) were expecting me to be and/or to do. But they kept forgive me and started to giving another task to me. Sigh. I am really sorry.
Maybe I’m a bad employee.
For them (again, my seniors in
IRGSC), I have so many potentials. Hey men, I think I’m not that good (these are
the words I want to tell them everyday). But again and again, they believe that
I can do so much better. Yeah, even until now the only scope that I’m experting in
is sleeping too much. Or even sleep while reading. Bad.
I never realize that I have been
working for the best job in the whole world until my Bosses told me this:
“IRGSC is a home for you all. You
can go to search another job for maintain your management skill. Make IRGSC as your
HOME.”
A simple sentence that made me wanna cry. From that moment I realize that IRGSC is the best fit for me. This is a place where people believe in you, think for your future, really care for you, and set you free. Those are the true love's manifestations (this is true, I am not into drama). And I love my job, I really do. :)
A simple sentence that made me wanna cry. From that moment I realize that IRGSC is the best fit for me. This is a place where people believe in you, think for your future, really care for you, and set you free. Those are the true love's manifestations (this is true, I am not into drama). And I love my job, I really do. :)
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