But it's all fine at least I got a chance to open this blog, since coming back here is not an easy thing. My life moves quite quickly, no kidding. Sometimes when the idea of blogwriting came, my thought was: "which story would I type first? which thought should I untangle? Which side of myself may I prioritize?". Overthinking? Maybe. But sometimes I'm just confused with the reality I am entering: again, overthink. Or maybe that was just an excuse for abandoning my own thoughts? could be. Anyway, I love being here again, mirroring myself in the form of letters and spaces.
*I know I looove deep lead paragraph ;)
So I do not have any particular topic for this writing, as it is reflected in the title: random thought.
As I'm typing this very word, I am wondering what will this post talk about really. haha
OK let me start with my frequent daydreaming lately. I've been thinking about moving to a new place far enough to satisfy my adventurous leg hair :p
This thought comes over and over again even though I am enjoying the work I am currently doing. My work involves travel. A lot. I love moving. With that said, I would say that the thought of moving somewhere far away may not be the result of me being bored with what I am doing currently. My life right now is faaaar from boring. I meet new people every week, I learn new skills almost every month. I travel to different area also every month.
So why thinking about moving? Can I answer every "why" with "why asking why?" Why are we so obsessed with rationalization? :p
See, so random, I'm amazed by how human brain can bear the randomness it creates..........
Again, back to the prior idea about living somewhere else.
I realized I've been staying in NTT province, Indonesia, for almost 2 years now (of which I've moved house 4 times geeezzzzz whyyy thooo). See, I hate the idea of always moving from house to house, place to place, but at the same time I am longing to live somewhere else, far away, different culture, different language. What a contradition, what a perfectly self-ambiguing human (is there such a thing as self-ambiguing?) :p
If I can choose which side of the world to stay (temporarily), France would be my top pick since the way French fellas say words is already sophisticated :D
Japan would be my second choice, although I don't like working too much but I love the detail, the idea of warm toilet seat, and the cherry blossom of course. Queensland is next. Why Queensland? Have I talked about why asking why? :p :p :p Well, I almost studied in Queensland but Kansas won the lottery so I went to Kansas instead, somewhere Dorothy once sang "Somewhere Over the Rainbow", somewhere called Manhattan the little apple.
I do not want to die just working in one place or one country.
I want to do what I can do best. I want to bring joy to my heart and others', those who share the same source of joyfulness. Anyway, can somebody pay me for taking flower picture, really? Because I would take flower picture all my life and hanging out with beautiful flowers all the time it is all fine. Actually I can do tiniest money game but I'm afraid my eyes will turn green if I spent my life looking at money graphs. I'm also good at being around vegan food so l have no problem creating smoothie bowls with high-speed blenders that cost my whole year salary ;). I have also taught microest classes of yoga so I can be your next spiritual-yoga-teacher-who-nails-yoga-pants-they-become-her-formal-attire after I can do headstand, wait me!
Let see where this leg hair would lead me...
So yeah,
It is so goood to pour some of my randomness.
I gotta try to sleep.
Good night, random cool kid :*
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